“Maybe if you sleep with him, we could get the paper printed for free?” said Carla, her best friend.
Jen laughed. “Good try. Uh, no.” She rinsed off a small pot.
“Come on. You could probably use a good roll
in the hay by now. How long has it been?”
“Too long. Yeah. I know. Not happening.” Jen
scrubbed the sink with Comet.
“Aw. Give an old married lady a thrill.”
“Yeah, right. Stop bugging me.” She dried her hands on a hand
towel and turned off the light over the sink.
“One step at a time, I guess. At least you got
us a printer. Still. Don’t count him out as a lover. You could use a man in
your life.”
“I have two active kids keeping me too busy
to think about men. I’m tired. Heading to bed. Goodnight, Carla. See you in the
schoolyard tomorrow.”
“Goodnight. Think about what I said.”
She clicked off her phone and peering outside at the street. Lovers kissed in the shadows of a streetlamp. She sighed, remembering the days she and Bill
used to find secluded places to steal kisses in college. A quiet, unassuming
man, he’d been brilliant with numbers and made enough money on Wall Street to
afford the down payment on this townhouse.
He’d been her first and only lover, skillful
at sending her to the moon. Although Bill, like all humans, wasn’t
perfect, he’d been perfect for her. Could anyone ever come close to giving her
back what she’d had? She doubted it. Still, there was something to be said for
kissing in the shadows on a blustery March evening.
Dousing
the living room lights, she rechecked the front door lock and marched up the
stairs to her room. As she undressed, she wondered about Marty. Why wasn’t he
married? Guy must be at least thirty-two or three. Maybe he’d been divorced?
She didn’t know much about him. But watching him play ball with Ethan and laugh
at Sophie’s knock-knock jokes, her heart had squeezed. No one could replace
their father, but maybe they needed a man around, too?
There was something sexy about a man
who liked kids. She slid between the sheets, pulled the down comforter up and
switched off the bedside lamp. Maybe tonight Marty McKay would fill her dreams
instead of Bill Whitman.
Great scene. Moving on when you have kids is hard. My daughter has been there and not every man is willing to share his woman with her kids, so I agree, a man who likes kids is a keeper.
ReplyDeleteWonderful snippet!
ReplyDeleteThis is such a great scene. I love delving into her thoughts, worries, and remembrances.
ReplyDeleteGreat scene. Her thoughts are moving and that she may be ready to move onto another man--one who likes kids-- is great.
ReplyDeleteAh, I think she needs a roll in the hay too! I love the way that you portray her inner thoughts. Great job!
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